kosong

ekceli aku xtau nk letak title apa utk entry kali ni.

anyway, tahun 2011 kalender aku dah already booked by my fellow course mates yang bakal mengakhiri zaman bujang merekaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

aku???

hahahaha. diri sdri xde jawapan utk soklan tuh. ask Allah. maybe Dia ada jawapan nya.

lately I feel like so alone. xtau knp. sensitip. even ade je hanguk2 kt umah tu (my hosmet) stillll rasa inside ni empty. knp eh? tebiat nk mampos ke apa??

oh. kadang2 menjeles melihat orang lain dah ado soul mates. aku ado? ado apo??? tahi ade la. hahahahaha.

tambah sunyi sepi hati ni bila rakan2 serumah mengeluarkan diri berdating dinner tgk movies bagai. hadoi laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sepi!

when was the last I watched a movie???

maybe 2 months ago.

tapi masaelah nya aku rasa sangat3 malas to start a new relationship. well. I have an issue here. trust issue. I find its kinda hard for me to trust a man.

sorry man. bukan stereotype. tapi maybe cos I had a bad experience with man. hahaha. but anyway, its the experience that made me who I am now.

I'm stronger.

bolder.

independent.

and...and one point aku jadi macham...xheran dgn apa pon.

yes. berani.

act like I don't have a feeling. but still, I'm a human dooohhh. ade la perasaan.

luaran keras. keras ke? dalam hati ado taman. tp bunga2 dalam taman dah mampoih habeh xdak sapa siram. kesian.

well dr segi itu mmg I admit. aku kekurangan. orang lain dah happy bersuami, beranak, berkeluarga.

but anyway, I have a plan for my self. hopefully 2011 akan menjadi permulaan sebuah kejayaan. uiceh. aminnnnnnnn. tinggi harapan I ni.

for my frens whose getting enggaged, married and even getting kids, I really3 happy for you guys. harap sgt ni kebahagiaan korang akan berjangkit kt aku pulak. hahahaha. LOL.

aku kt lebari ni. computer lebari lembab nk mampus. so kenot buat automasi. eh. sakit perot lol. aku nk p melabur. chiao.

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